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swimming with sisters and cousins

2010-11-13T21:31:00.002+08:00

salam :)

im just home now..

im back from swimming :))

well,it was last minute planning actually..

sister text me up in the afternoon..

since i dont have any planning,so i agreed to join her..

and another sister wanna join us as well..

then,when we arrived at the swimming pool,i saw my cousins and nephews and nieces as well..

well,i didnt do so much laps tonight..

ive got tummy ache since yesterday..

grrrr..

it hurts me..seriously..

okay,let me talk about my 5th anniversary's celebration with my love :)..

we had our hi-tea at Fratini's restaurant..

we ate Suprema Pizza and also lasagne :)

then,he ordered mocha and me, i ordered lime juice and another drink which ive forgotten.

we planned to watch Skyline...

but,we had to cancel our show since the weather is not that promising us :)

so,we wandered around The Mall...and bought drink and went back home..

My love bought me a pair of unique and simple sandal :))

yeayyyy...Thanks syg for that :))

and also,thanks for Korean Series that u bought for me :))

well,i know,it was a simple celebration..yet,still sweet to be remembered :))

okay then peeps..

till we meet again :))

tadaaaaaaaa

Ambuyat with family

2010-11-11T23:03:00.002+08:00

salam :)

My sisters and family came to our place just now..

They wanna eat ambuyat..

So,i did help them to prepare all the foodies :)

Well,im not doing any cooking..

That's me! haha..

Everytime my family having meal together,my job is to aid them..

no cooking is needed for me :p

Well,i didn't say that i don't know how to cook..

it's only that,im not that expert :p

Now,they're going back to their place..

and left with me and my sis here :)

Okay people,

It's time to shower now and continue with Korean series later on

tadaaaaa :))

Few minutes to go~

2010-11-10T23:22:00.003+08:00

Few minutes to go,it's going to be my 5th Anniversary with my love :)

Love, Happy 5th Anniversary :) I love you sayang :) Thanks for the past wonderful years that we've shared together. I appreciate everything that u've done to me my love.

11th November 2010

Md Zaim Ridhwan, you're the best that ever be with me my love!! Alhamdulillah, we are here today and still together as ONE :) Our stories were not that perfect. We've been facing lots and lots to be mentioned.

InsyaAllah, Allah will bless us and our relationship. May it lasts long..amin.

I love you sayang :)

1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th day of Syawal

2010-09-14T01:06:00.002+08:00

1st Day:

I couldn't join to the graveyard due to girl's problem :) Sorry mum and dad..i cant meet both of u on the very 1st and early morning of syawal :) I hope that i can meet both of u next year..mudahan Allah memberikan umur yg panjang for me to live in this world..amin~

We (the sibs) went to ngangah place. Doa selamat being read by nephew. Sisi bermaaf-maafan being held :)
We went to amit crib :)) Amit and usu held open house for us. So,all of us gathered and mingled around while waiting for the guys to perform their solat Jumaat. Actually,lots of photos had been taken..Unfortunately,it's not in my baby cammy..otherwise,i can simply upload it here :))
We went to Tua crib, and another 3houses. So,basically..we went to 6houses for the 1st day of Syawal :))

2nd Day:

We went to ngangah's crib once again. She invited us to her open house. So, we had our lunch there and off to sister place while waiting for the others to come.
rehat punya rehat,more people came..banyak yg datang ke rumah my sister. So,dengan rela hati, we helped my sister lah untuk melayan tetamu yg datang :) Seronok~~despite rasa yg ngalih~hehe
After my sister came with her hubby,kami jalan to my uncle punya open house :)) Owh great..he served us with yummy food :)) Dari sana,we off to my uncle yang sorang lagi :)) Actually, ia inda buat open house..by the time kami kan balik,we saw mu aunt hidangkan makanan...owhh..THANK YOU UNCLE & FAMILY!!
my other sibs planning to go to another house..but me and 4org lagi inda mau join. we're tired~so we head back to our own houses :))

3rd day:

Love joined me beraya with my cousins :)) Thanks love for joining us.
kami beraya to 7houses :) really tired oooo..but..we had fun! arrived home almost 12am :) i know~ it's almost midnight :)

4th day:

woke up late~
went to cousin's crib..ia buat open house for us..she is my 1st cousin beside my mum..so basically,she told us..4th day atu khas utk cousin beside our mum :)) Yeah..her mum and my mum adi beradi..yg came to her place pun our cousins~me and sister stayed for 2hrs there..lepak2 arah rumah my cousin and main with her two heroes..
planning to join my niece and cousin&friends jalan beraya..unfortunately,my sister sakit perut pasal gastric..so,i canceled my plan and enjoy my moment berehat dalam bilik and read novels~hehehe..

So,that's my 1st-4th day of syawal..I know,im not that excited this year..im not sure why..but,if aku compare with last year,banyak lagi ku beraya last year!!seriously~Hope,next year will bring more joy and fun to us..amin~apa yg penting,semoga tani dipertemukan lagi dengan bulan ramadhan yg mulia dan juga bulan syawal yg bahagia :)) amin~

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

2010-09-14T00:49:00.003+08:00

I would like to wish

Happy Eid Mubarak :))

To my late parents: Muhammad Hanafi & Siti Khadijah

Im sorry dad and mum. Forgive my wrong doings before. May both of be blessed by Allah. Semoga ditempatkan di sisi org2 yg beriman :s I just miss both of u so bad...really bad~

To my grandpa: Im sorry ni :) U're my best nini!! Loves~

To my sibs,in laws,nieces,nephews,uncles,aunties,cousins,friends: Selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin :)) Semoga kita dipertemukan lagi pada hari raya yg akan datang..Amin~

*sorry for no updates..it has been months away..now,im back blogging~weeeeheee*

KL was awesomely fun!!

2010-01-16T01:59:00.002+08:00

okay,we went to KL for 4 days starting on the 8th until 11th Jan.i could say that it was an awesome trip!!but its more than that actually. :) we just stayed at hotel for the night for us to have our short hour.but,yeahh exhausted!!OMG,i counldnt barely stand up for so long.the muscle feel so painful :s and yeah after arrived at Brunei, i just stayed at home for 2 days and yeah i gain my energy back.

my depart from brunei at 7.20pm and around 10+pm we got our baggage and we decided to use KLIA express which costs us rm35/each.then,i cant remember til which station we need to get out and we took the limo for 5 people and it costs us rm25 for the rent.weve made our decision to stay at Sungei Wang hotel, unfortunately, it was full on that night :s so we need to wandering aroung Bukit Bintang to find other hotel. finally, we got Cardogan Hotel an yeahh it was a very strategic place. :) (y) it was not 5star hotel..wel i could say that it was urmmm 2 star hotel i guess.yeahhh.old hotel indeed.then,after we uour things we wandering around Bukit Bintang and still there are lots of people too.when we feel so tired we went back to the hotel and we slept at almost 5am.whuuuhuu..

1st day we went to Sunway Lagoon and yeahh we went wandering around Bukit Bintang during night time. 2nd day, we went to KLCC, Satay kajang, Central Market,and back to bukit bintang and almost midnight,kami lepak arah BB plaza and meliat live band til 1am.our last day, we spent at Berjaya Times Square til 5pm and back to Bukit Bintang to have our meal at Hailam Chicken Rice :) then back to hotel to get our baggage and off to airport.i could count for how many hours we stayed at our hotel :) owhh i miss the moment :s i cant wait for march!!Bangkok is waiting for me!! :)

and now, i would like to say, <3 HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVE MD ZAIM RDHWAN <3 i hope u are happy with the gifts syg :) i know its unique.totally different from ur previous one :) remember a set of pen that i gave u last time?and ur mug?and again,photo frame?i cant count the gifts that u gave me :s thanks for all th teddies that gave me :) i love u syg. happy birthday..its too early for me to greet u...yeahh its an advance greeting.hugs xoxo

vacation

2010-01-01T16:32:00.002+08:00

hye readers..salam

i just got back last night from KK Sabah. well,i did enjoy my time there and we had FUN honestly!!waaaa..i miss those moments.hahaha..we laugh and we make jokes.it just a moment to be remembered.

well,we arrived at 5pm on the 28th and arranged everything.then took our shower and then off to centre point sabah.hehehe..well,,i could say that centre point is our fav place during our stay.then,the next day we off to Jakel and One Borneo and went to water world sabah.29th we canceled our plan to go to Pulau Manukan.hehehe..we just wandering around the city.

7th Jan ill be off to KL i guess.im not sure yet.and what most is,,i cant wait for march to come..heheh..BANGKOK!!owhhh fast forward time please!!i wanna shop my stuffs there.hehehe..

activites during holidays

2009-12-22T22:59:00.002+08:00

~ bowling time with the family and my love :) well,,i had a great time with them

~ KB time with my cousins :) - 1st time just the 5 of us - 2nd time, ebee and the gang joined us and also izam and pjal. i love to chill at waterfront KB and also Moinam :) plan to go there once again after back from the vacation.

~ movie marathon with VBC mates :) i think it was after our vbc BBQ

~ VBC BBQ with the friends :) i love it but i got sunburnt :s

~ outing with Love :) went to Mangrove paradise and so on. and yeah, yesterday went to his place and spent time together with him :) cooked Kek Vico and hahaha it was my 1st time indeed. but yeah,,it turn out nicely :) thanks love :)

~ outing with family to shahbandar and had our dinner together :) i love the day-out with them

~ and soon, away for vacation with Love, Amoy & Nunang :)

~ and planning in progress to go to KL with the cousins. but im not sure i'll be able to make it or not since ive seen on someone's status about the meeting regarding Khatam next year :s

~ now, planning about the vacation to bangkok during march. need to google the attractive places in bangkok. well, InsyaAllah i'll be flying off to bangkok on the 20th march and will be back on the 24th i guess :)

ok people..thats it for now :) i heart u all

james hon

2009-12-08T23:36:00.002+08:00

i went to james hon just to accompany my sister to choose her uni for next year. well, i need to drive all the way to Kiulap and thank God not so many people within that hour. at james hon, melissa cater us and suddenly she said something "i think i remember u..hmm" and i said yeah you remember me..heehe..and bla bla bla...thanks Melissa for the advice :) and for my sister, she choosed i think 3-4 uni...and one of them i called it twinning programme..i love the offer which is doing theories the 1st semester in Beijing then go back to UK for dissertation at St Andrews..my sis kinda excited wih it and she talked to the director of St Andrews who just came yesterday from UK and going back tomorrow i guess..St Andrews is the top 10 uni. well sister, i think u can get it..the only thing is moe. we are afreaid of moe wont allow my sis to do her master abroad. since the course that she takes being offered here in Brunei. only those who are lucky being sent away anyway. and i pray for that. other than that, she applied for hull university and also bristol university. and i said to her, why not try cardiff and she replied next time i'll try to apply that too. ow yeah, i nearly forgot that she actually wanna apply for Keele university at 1st. and yet, she turn out with nothing abt keele. hahaha..just all the best to her. anyhow, even u cant get it, u can do ur master in Brunei still. ok that's it peeps.

:)

2009-11-27T21:51:00.002+08:00

it's been a while i didnt update my blog :)

i should put something or at least put an update

haha

i feel so lazy uhh

i haven't finish my examination

owhhh yeah,,,another 1 more left

lets talk about new moon

i watched it yesterday with LOVE after im done with my KP MIB's paper

for me its 8 or 9 out of 10

sweet romantic love story :)

and again, i would love if Bella with jacob rather than edward

i think jacob is a handsome man!!

hahaha

and and he's so sweeeeeeeeeetttt

so does edward actually

he got that sexy lips..hahahaha

at the end, edward ask bella to marry him

this afternoon,,

me, my sisters, my niece and nephews

we went to agro exhibition at Mc Farm

owwhhh its hot...im not comfy!!

but i have to enjoy my self *sigh*

and ive been craving for Lekor since the few days..

and i got it today *yummmy*

hahaha

i love the day out with them :)

*sigh* i need to do my revision now..

my last paper which is Inclusive Education is a pretty difficult paper

owhhh im not fully prepare yet!!

owhhh God...

i need to maitain my grades~~

hmmmm :s

ok people..selamat hari raya aidiladha :)

Cut the crap!!

2009-11-12T17:41:00.003+08:00

salam readers

well,,this coming saturday is going to be my last day at UBD

owhh...im going to miss that part for sure

fast forward pls~~

i dont want to do my TP

uhhhh~~

can u lemme stay at UBD rather than do my TP?

i dont have the potential to be a teacher

CRAP!!

another thing is..

im not in a good mood for this 2 weeks time

i dont know..

PMS thingy..yeah for sure

and for now

im still waiting for the timetable!!!!!

shoooot!!

another one week to go before our examinations..

yet it hasn't come out

why it has to be like that?

this is the time it has been delayed

uhhhhh

so ineffiecient

and today is the award presentation

to my partner in crime Yadiy

FYI, we got Top PPT, Top E-Report, Top Presenter

yeayyyy

not to forget Vina and Amoy,,congrates girls

and now..ive got to go

family function again

going to see the bebs family soon

no mood to update

2009-11-03T22:57:00.002+08:00

i dont have the courage to update my blog at the moment

i dont know why

i feel so lazy to do so

well yeah

examinations around the corner

yet

i haven't read anything

i could say that this semester is a bit tough for me

yeahh

tough subjects to be learnt

well

good luck wouldn't enough

read read read

haha

but...

lets relax my mind before i do my last minute revision

congrates to them

2009-10-30T22:50:00.002+08:00

i would like to congrate my beloved people

a HAPPY 21ST CONVOCATION DAY

especially to my sister, Nurhidayatullah

uve got what u wanted to achieve by getting 1st class degree honour

for the last two years u've achieved 'Hadiah Buku'

and this year,,u will receive ur Silver Medal Award

im proud for u sister

and if happen that our parents still alive,,

sure they will happy for you too

to my Zaim Ridhwan

im happy for u love

be happy of what uve got

to my nephew, Aiman

congrates and im proud of u too

and i cant wait for my turn which is next year

ooooo

ive got the inspiration

haha

opening ceremony kejohanan bola tampar inter-fakulti

2009-10-27T00:35:00.002+08:00

i just arrived home few minutes before midnight

its my 1st attempt

driving alone night time

ive done it before,but i went home around 9ish

tonight,,

i went home around 11ish

owhhh its way too late baby

my sis hasnt sleep yet when i arrived

i know,,she is worried about me

Alhamdulillah..

the games was awesome

yeahhh

i love it

the ceremony went well

Alhamdulillah

we've made to semi-final

i know,,its gonna be a tough game for us

and tonight..it was a tiring night for me yeahh

but,,i love it and we had fun during the games

yeahh...2 more weeks to go..im counting the days

i cant wait..

cant wait~~

2009-10-23T23:23:00.003+08:00

owhhh i cant wait to get done with my course

i dont have the feeling anymore

i cant wait to answer all the exam's papers

ooohhhh

i really need to revise

i cant promise to get a flying colour results

owhh yeah..

next week should be a hectic week for me

uhhh

but what to do

hehe

another 3 weeks then im gonna be free

weehuuuu

sukan borneo is in my head now?

should i join or not?hmmmm

then,,gala night baby..

masquerade theme

i love it :)

and and..my 4th anniversary is coming soonnnn

LOVE,,i cant wait :)

updates

2009-10-11T19:38:00.002+08:00

hye readers
ive loads to share with u guys..
but i felt tired to type it here
hehe

where should i start..
i forgot all my activities
oohh no
the pictures i have not transfer it to my laptop
and again~~i need a new RAM
uuuhhh

i think,,will upload it soon yeahh..
or else just check out my FB

~4th Oct~
went to my aunt's place
his son having his wedding ceremony
went beraya with the PJs
from tutong till Kaybee then back to tutong

~5th Oct~
forgot already
but,,i think i did do something
errmmmm
ooh yeah
yadiy treated us the GFs and partner and Gwan
unfortunately,,
sharul cannot join us
pity him
so does my syg
huhu

~6th Oct~
went to UBD as usual
then,
went to amoy's place while waiting to go to airport
its yadiy's departure
ohhh God i miss her
hehe
we bought her a heart pillow
[we heart u girl]
(Salleh,,take a good care of her) :)

~7th Oct~
nothing much
lepak rah gym
konon kan companied vina practise
but then,,its canceled
hehe
and and kami menyoto hj saban

~8th Oct~
family function
celebrated Nabil's birhtday
menyoto lagiii
hehe
having lunch with my sister
she treated us (me vina n danial)

~9th Oct~
at home
didnt go out
assignment-ing
english report huh

~10th Oct~
went to hassan's crib
menyoto lagii
hehe
my sisters went to Miri..
sleep over there
ambil buah
im alone and waiting for my sis to pick me up
while waiting,,went to salon
cut my hair
went to Bkt Panggal
they celebrated raya d sana..raya sekampung
uhhh felt so sanak with him *_*

~11th Oct~
beraya with my sister and hubby
now im alone at home while waiting for my sister back from Miri

11th october 2009
happy 47th Monthsary sayang
i love u
i cant wait for next month
its our 4th Anniversary
i cant wait to be fully yours
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

new updates

2009-10-01T20:09:00.002+08:00

(monday)
i didnt enter malay class
cuz i felt sooo tired
yet i came for pm class
i took the Tshirt at aewon
fully satisfied with the design
haha..
thanks LOVE cuz companied me that day to design one
then,,
do the survey with love for the new hp
satisfied with the price

(tuesday)
didnt enter any class
haha
thank God no KP MIB
morning,,we went to do something
after done,,went to the mall to get my new hp sony ericsson w508
then,,went to UBD for the pesta konvo meeting
after that,,went to gadong with fyzah,amin, and nuar OC
lepak at fleur-de-lys
having our high tea there
then,,night tym,,beraya with them (fyzah,amin,nuar OC,samm,baz)
have to borrow fyzah's aju kurung
haha
cuz,,i didnt go back home
then,,drg2 trus beraya to my place

(wednesday)
entered class as usual
then,,went back to jerudong to get some rest
went to ubd again to play volley
ard 5ish,,izam took me with his fren
went to airport to sent CeeJ back to UK
chill at TK gadong after that
then,,izam faizal n jiji sent me home

(thursday)
class as usual
observe eng class at rimba 2
the teacher was great..
energetic and actively involved students nya trus
hehe
didnt enter pm class
have my rest
and now i felt i got back that energy

ok readers
tilll here
love u all

its sunday

2009-09-27T10:39:00.002+08:00

its sunday..
and tomorrow?blue Monday..blearrgghh
hate it!!
but im loving it..
7 weeks to finish off my final semester at ubd
wawawa..
cant wait to get done with everything
yeahhh..

ooh yeahh
going out again later on
with them from Kaybee
c cousin my partner penyintingan will join me
why?
because i want her to accompany me
im not that 'biasa' with that group..
hahaha
well,,lucky that ia mau jua company me
thanks cousin
haha

i think..
im not feeling well
over makan durian ne ah
haha..
i love it
nyamannn~~

missing c #17 nya
yeappp
more years to go before 2013
haha
more things to be done

i wanna watch movie
yeahhh
movieee
moviee
movie

actually,,
i dont have anything to be shared it
thats why im being a lil bit crap eh..
egg ehh
haha

k readers..till here

raya 2009

2009-09-26T00:09:00.002+08:00

salam readers

as what ive done for the past five days..

i went out at noon n i came back home almost midnight..

to burst out the stress

yeahhh..im in a stress mode

awuuu..banar tahh

thingking about that thing..

uwaaaa

hate it!!

n tomorrow?

im not sure yet

cuz my partner penyintingan is not around

hahaha..

n my love too..

he cant give me his words

but,,i wanna go out with them the GFs and partners

but,,if my love cant go..so do i

k readers..
till here..
im soo sleepy
love y'all

Plan B is in progress

2009-09-25T01:16:00.002+08:00

yesshhh..
im thinking about my PLAN B..
its going to be next year..
losing hope but thinking about brighter future
PLAN B will have 2-3 plans
yeahh..i know its a lot..
but..hey..
gotta be my luck..haha

i know..
that 'thing' has derailed miles away from my mind..
yeahh..
i do admit that..
dont have bad feelings about it
i dont know why
i just feel like nothing happen
hahaha
the 'bad' came into my thought for about few minutes
then i felt that im okay

to my beb..
i know,,God has given me my rezeki
u know what is in my head
what ive planned for next year..
engage?wawwawa
2013?
remember that?2013?22/2/2013?
hahaha
i hope so..
cuz its in my calender...neahhh
haha

k then..
feel so sleepy n tired

selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin

2009-09-20T21:31:00.002+08:00

selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin to:

1) Hanafi&Khadijah's Family
(Nurafifah, Hj Harddy Hisham & family, Zairinah & family, Nurhidayatullah & family, Nurhanisah, Md Nuraisamuddin & family, Nur Aliaa Athirah & hubby, Nurun Nazihah & hubby, Nurun Nadiah & family, Md Saifuddin, Md Dzulkefli)
im sorry for my wrong doings, bad deeds
if ada terguris, terkasar, tersalah n tersilap harap maafkan
halalkan yang termakan & terminum
semoga tani semua dirahmati and kana berkati..amin
i miss our late parents soooo much... :(
Al fatihah for both of them
semoga ditempatkan di sisi orang2 yang beriman

2) Hj Sulaiman's Family
(tua Md Ismail & family, angah Hajah Aminah & family, amit Hajah Walidah & family, usu Nurul Atikah Nabilah& family)
Minta maaf atas kesalahan & kesilapan ku
Al fatihah utk nini bini Hajah Halimah

3) My Love Md Zaim Ridhwan & his family
minta maaf atas segala keterlanjuran dan kesilapan yang telah dilakukan
sorry for all the mistakes that ive made
sorry for hurting u all these days
sorry if im not the best for you
sorry if im a bad one for you
but despite all those things,,i know ive been a great one since before just for u
this is going to be our 4th raya together..
i love u..yes i do

4) My Besties
im sorry for what ive done
halalkan semuanya
if u guys got time,,just come beraya n do text me up dulu

5) My GFs
kamuuu..sorry for what ive done..
either yang sengaja or even yang inda sengaja
well,,weve been through a tough time together..
halalkan yang termakan n terminum
come to my place if ada masa..text me up dulu
pls bawa SPOUSE kamu2 atu k..hehe

6) My friends & who ever knows me
(Lots to mention)
selamat hari raya maaf zahir & batin

Salleh's advance birthday celebration

2009-09-20T00:30:00.004+08:00

hello readers..and salam..

today,,its our last day before semester break..
well,,we have our one week break..
that should be enough..haha
i went to salon to get my eyebrow done..
my routine before hari raya come..haha
done with it..

today,,Salleh (Yadiy's bf) treated us the GFs and also our partner..
a big thanks goes to him..hehe *clap clap*
we break our fast at Asma Hotel..
i did enjoy the moment..
cant control my self..
we were hyper..
hahaha..
and yeahh,,
we did take lots of photo,,haha..
unfortunately,, Amoy and nunang shahrul cant stay a bit longer..
so,,left me and my partner,vina and partner,, and of coz yadiy and partner..
we rockk the night..haha
ard 8pm,,we ended our date..haha

then,,me and my syg went to pertama and also SKH
after that,,we went home..
im soo tired yet im happy..
hahaha..

to all muslims,,selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin

outing with syg + GFs

2009-09-17T23:57:00.002+08:00

hello readers..salam
i had my morning class till 10am..
then,,we handed in our assignment
done with panduan mengajar bahasa melayu
just need to present during week 10..

after that,..my love picked me up
we wandering around..
went to Le Apple to buy some food for me..haha..kes lapar tu dah
oooh yeahh..getting addicted to Le Apple's donut..haha
saturday lagi aku kesana..biar cashier atu sanak meliat muka ku saja
hahaha...
and and..we picked my love's sister at kemuda college
then we went to Supa Save but me and love just wait in the car..
his sister got something to buy..
then,,we headed to his place..
singgahi adiknya kajap..we went jalan2 lagi
im craving for rambutan..
so kami jalan2 cari rambutan..
wawawa..
sorry love..i ate it infront of u tadi..
lapar me waaa..
hahaha

then,,i stopped by at my sis's place..
my love jalan g tu kan ambil pandan..
and i have my rest till my love took me back..
have a chit chat with my neph and sis..
i turned up a bit late for class..
and c vina did text me up asking where am i..
vinaa..sampai ku d CH baru ku baca tu text mu..haha..

then, we decided to go to gerai ramadhan..
amoy with spouse,,vina with significant other...
and me??alone..wawawa
yadiy cant join us..ada jemputan from her mummy in law..wawawa
last minute,,my sister told me that we had our sungkai together at jerudong..
mmmm..sian laa vina balik sorang2 and sungkai d kerita i think..haha..
then,,at my sis place,,
they made a decision..
ke kubur petang jumaat which is esuk..and sungkai with the sibs..
big fames get together..
for sure 1st day raya will do again..
ill take some picture for tomorrow's gathering..InsyaAllah..

ooooh i miss my love..
LoVe u syg

eng peer teaching n math test

2009-09-16T19:02:00.002+08:00

today..(16/9)
i had done my peer teaching..
well,,
im not so proud with it..
haha..
why?
its because,,all last minute works..
somehow,,it still turn out in a good way..
pembualan telah berlaku..wawawa
n sir commented that i have the confident n monitored the students..
for my activity,,i need to give a model before i asked them to do it..
wawawa..my bad..
btw,,
thanks a bunch to both my partners in crime (vina & yadiy)
GFs,,thanks ahh..hehe

then,,
we had our math's test..
overall,,
its way too bad for me..
as i said to vina,,
if it happen for me to pass the test,,i will laugh my heart out...lols
cause,,im expecting i definitely fail the test..
waaaaawaawaa..
i didnt revise at all..
i just look through on my way to UBD..
then thats it..
haha

oooh yeah..
HAPPY 4TH FRIENDSHIP ANNIVEERSARY TO MY LOVE ZAIM RIDHWAN
i felt rejoice get to know u since that day
weve made so many steps ahead..
till now,,weve been gone through all the obstacles..
yet,,we are here now..
counting another lots of steps to be made..
thanks love,,for being there for me..
i know its been a tough time for u..
but,,we are here to be one.,.
Love u love..
i appreciate u for every single thing..
xoxo

delayed updates

2009-09-12T22:59:00.002+08:00

1) last thursday,,me and my syg had our sungkai at Season. so satisfied with the menu. sooo full~haha..then,,we watched movie 'the ugly truth'..anyhoo,,the truth isnt that ugly at all..the movie was fun..cant stop laughing..but yeahh,,dont take your child to watch this..this is soo adults movie..haha..after that,,we went for shopping..well,,its a window shopping cuz i couldn't get anything for my self.

well,,that day,,there were so many things that pissed me off..first,,the incidents that happened at Kiulap..then,,lecture time,,i felt annoyed..plus,,i nearly canceled my plan with my syg..heishh..thank to my GFs,,Gwan, and Danial (tq kamu cuz sudi dangani aku nunggu)

2)Its friday..assignment-ing day..well,,i can say that,,im proud with my abilities to do the last minute works (LP, Presentations)..esp about the presentation..urghhh..it takes hours to do the buttons and texts..well,,im satisfied with it..and our lecturer did satisfy too..hehe..well,,thanks to my partner in crime (Yadiy)..we had made a great effort tho..urmm..and my aunty called us for sungkai..and it was last minute too..felt rejected to go..but couldnt do so..so fortunate that we stayed just for a while..then i count with my works till nearly sahur..waa,,its a tough work tho..

3) well,,its a presentation day..thanks to our mates in my IE tutorial group. thanks to my lecturer..most importantly,,a great thanks goes to yadiy,,my partner in crime..haha..well,,we did our best..and yeahh our slides are soo attractive..hehe..then,,having replacement class till 1.30pm..my sister then text me about sungkai at kg mata2. so,,while waiting for the right time to go to my sis's place,,me and my syg went to batu satu and also Aewon to pay the Tshirts for club..then,,my syg sent me to mata2,,unfortunately,,my sister was not yet around..soo,,we just wait at the car park..i think we waited her for half an hour..i cant afford to feel the heat..what a hot day~~soo,,me and my syg just go around kg mata2..to see the beautiful scenery..haha..and,,having sungkai together with the other sibs and nephs and nieces..im soo full till now..urmm..then having tahlil for our late parents..and ive heard they had discussed about going to the graveyard..then,,stayed for a while having chit chat with them..i finally went home around 10ish pm..urgghh so not comfy,,i wear the same baju kurung that i wore in the morning till night time..more than 12hours wearing my red baju kurung..oooo...soo exhausted..

oowh yeahh..(11/9/09) HAPPY BELATED 46TH MONTHSARY TO MY SYG ZAIM RIDHWAN..youre my everything..ps:Iloveyou :)

I believe (My sassy Girl eng version)

2009-09-09T00:10:00.002+08:00

I believe
That although you are gone
This cannot be the end, can it?
I believe
That your journey back to me
Is just delayed, isn't it?

I remember so well that I hurt myself
As I cry
I hope you dont cry as I do
I hope you wont cry as you leave

I know you will return someday
Because I believe
I will wait for you, just you

I believe
You should not cry
When you think about my pain

I believe
My tears will bring you back to me
My eyes cannot forget
That it is you who make them cry
I hope you dont cry as I do
I hope you wont cry as you leave

I know you will return someday
Because I believe
I will wait for you, just you

My tears will bring you back to me
My eyes cannot forget
That it is you who make them cry

Before I met you
The world was not so beautiful
Beneath the same sky
All alone I cry

But I will wait here
Just for you
Even if waiting is hopeless
Its already enough
To think of love
Time means nothing to me
I will wait for you, just you
Just you

hello people..ive downloaded this song..and yess,,i feel soo comfy when i heared it..love this one soo much..nothing related to this actually..just enjoy the song..it can make me fall asleep..that's the power of this song..hehe..if u wanna hear it,,just download by ur self..i feel so lazy to post it here..

feel fresh

2009-09-05T19:55:00.002+08:00

hello readers..

yesterday was a quite terrible day
yeahh..
i do admit that..
closed the case..
no ones fault actually..
yeahh..yeahh..yeahh..

i feel fresh..
i feel energetic..
weehuuu..

just to share with you loads..
my syg sent me home this afternoon after both of us bought the food for sungkai..
then,,
otw home..
my syg fed up with me..
hahaha..
i keep on saying "beb...beb ehh..beb..beb ehh" with no reason..
actually,,tabiat ku tah tu..
Zaim does know about that..
if i dont anything have to say..
i will simply call his name again and again..hehehe..

and we have a fight..
kelaie pndapat saja..
hahaha..
he said,,"mana mau kalah ne ahh..ada2 saja buat ia mng"..
oowh well beb..
u know me kan..
ive got the ability to beat u..
hahaha..
and again.."doiii siann anak damit ne..balum mature..ulah mcm anak damit.."
i was uuhhh..
awuu waa beb..
me mcm anak damit waa..andang ulah me tah ne..
again he added..if i got through..pandai2 th mature..
hahaha..
bebe,,me mature jua sudah kali ahh..
mcm si banar aku ahh..
u sounds like father waa beb tadi ahh again u usap kepala me..
hehehe..
u ingt im ur child kaa beb?..
but i did like it..
feel comfy and being pampered..
hehehe..

ooh yeah..i miss MIB class this morning..
im soo tired with my work..
but,,what ive heard..
the session was great..
hahaha.abiss laa yadiy kana dushhhh ahh..
i went to IE class..
i was so damn late..
nyamal pat c boyfie..
hehe..
not his fault tho..
malas wear tudung..
i thinks its my 1st time i didnt wear tudung tym ada class..
well,,ive the planning to do more often..
bowwwhhh..
nda g baik..hehehe
having a simply great presentation..
and next saturday is going to be my IE presentation with Yafiy..
well..we havent done anything yet..
but,,will start ASAP as we have another LP need to be done..
will do our best tho..

k readers..thats it for today..
thanks Allah for giving me another day to breathe and to enjoy..

scandalism

2009-09-04T21:37:00.003+08:00

yeahhh..
i know this kinda weird for some people..
well..
im in that area too..
my bf does know the story from a-z..
i know some people do hate about that..
well..mind ur own business..
this is my life and my path..
just heard some rumours about that..
well...
i dont have much to say..
just be what you are..

im not saying that my bf didnt care about that..
just for certain reason..yeahh..
well,,im not yet attach to him..
i didnt say that i can do anything that i like..
but,,heyy..just enjoy ur life..
dont think too much about other people..
mind your life..
and be happy with it..
makin di pikirkan hal urg,,makin tani sakit ahh

beb,,
as long as u know who am i..
im so grateful to know that..
but i know that u did understand me from a-z like nobody else did..
people just judge the outer part of it..
but,,didnt know whats going on..
we are happy to be together..
those who dont like this,,
well,,im proud to say that im happy to be with my syg..
and if u dont know the storyy..
dont just make a simple judgement about us..

im hurt..
i just keep it..
i prefer not to tell others about it..
i just share it with my syg..
i know,,im a good secret keeper..
i keep my own story..
let the rest judge me..
owhh well,,juegement is a small matter..
why do we need to bother..
yeahh..
just move on with happy ending..

owhh yeahh..
i love my syg..
hahaha..
dgr tu beb,,
our ups and downs make us strong..
love u..
xoxo..

serusop with syg and lil confession

2009-09-04T00:12:00.005+08:00

hello readers..
btw,, i went to serusop this afternoon with my syg..
i know,,its quite a while we didnt hang out due to certain circumstances..
unfortunately,,something unexpected happened..
huhuhu..
somehow,,i felt so relief after that thing happen..
but,,i felt annoyed with that..
bad manner is shown..
and it disgusts me for real..

i know,,i should be happy for now..
so many things had happened lately..
i did realised it..
i dont know others..
i mean "others" is between me and those bunch of bitter sweet things.. :)
im totally distracted with so many things in my head now..
i just let it out here..
let it close that phase of distraction..
one thing Ive learnt..
be yourselves and love what you've got now..
just go with the flow..
and yet,it teaches me to be independent ..
it teaches me to be strong..
it teaches me to be innocent..
it teaches me to be 'me' now..

ive my own world..
ive my own feeling..
ive my own dignity and pride..
ive my own life..

yesss for those who wanna tilt my world,,
please go away before i make it worse even more into your life..
and im sooo thankful to have u syg Zaim Ridhwan..
you understand me..
you guide me..
you teach me..
you mad at me..
you council me..
you treated me soo good..
you are soo kind..
ive hurt u for so many times..
yet,,
your love getting stronger day by day..
you're so unfortunate to have me as your love one..
but,,
for me,,you are a the bestest thing that ever happen to me..
no one that could ever understand me well as u did..
thanks for everything syg..
u know that im soo fed up with few things lately..
and u yourself can feel those uneasiness..
yeahh we both did realised it beb..
u think of what i think..
yeahh..we decided to let it be..
what goes around comes around..
not to forget,,thanks to other people as well who give their best to me..
keep on rocking the field yeahhh..

ooh yeahh..
my blog is my real bestie ever..
i can share my feelings here w/o control..
it is here through my ups and downs..
it is here when i need a shoulder to cry on..
it is here when i need to be happy..
it is here when i want to release my temper..
it is here when i want to manage my anger..
it is here when i go mad..
it is here when i become a wise people..
it is here when everythings seem to tilt down..
it is here when everythings seem not sooo right to me..
it is here when i feel lonely..
it is here when i feel bored.
in fact,,it is always here for me..

yeahh..i know ive been so crappy for a while..
but that's the fact which i couldn't resist to admit the truth..

for my self
be wise and wide..
be independent..
be a forgiver..
be thankful..
be smart..
be yourself is the most crucial thing..
be loved and love well..

till here..

patiently waiting for the great/bad news

2009-09-01T22:08:00.002+08:00

hello readers..
im still waiting now.
its gonna be great/bad news..
but,,whatever it is,,
i will just go on..
if its a great news,,then it is meant to be my destiny..
however,,if its not,,
i'll just try again..
myb,,there is some hidden agenda..
who knows...
i will accept whatever the news is..
atm,,just go with the flow..

owhh yeahhh..ive loads to do actually,,
my life has been pretty hectic lately..
somehow,,i feel like wanna quit..
hahaha.
i dont wanna do any assignments!!
i love to study..
but pls,,get off with the assignments..
for now,,ive to struggle to finish off those burden..
huhuhu..

yesterday,,
another gastric dayyy..
i planned to attend my lecture..
but,,i couldnt stand the pain..
soo,,decided to stay at my syg's place while waiting for him to prepare the tarts..
but,,i didnt break my fast..
i went to sleep for about an hour..
try to hold on..
received a call from my uncle..
he invited me to join sungkai buffet at Polo club..
at 1st i would like to go..
but,,i still feel the pain..
then,,text my uncle that i refused to go..
my syg sent me home..
thanks syg..

now,,im thinking about how to do my assignment..
hahaha..darii tdi plg sudahhh tuu..
na jua ku tbuat..
heisshh

till here readers..

presentations

2009-08-30T14:30:00.002+08:00

yesterday..
my group had 2 presentations.
first is MIB which is presented by Dk Mardianah..hehehe
abisss laa kau moy..
then,,me and Ervina present for IE..

MIB first..
im soo tired brbisss tym atu kan ketawa saja..
bila turn amoy,,suaranya melabang sgt2..
pastu kann..ia ckp 'bulat2',,'turun menurun'..atuu la yg ku ingt..
hahahaha but,,proud of u girl..
next week,,gona be noryadiy's turn..
bowwhhhh doiii..

then,,IE..
at first..i was down when i looked at the other group PPT..
sooo damn good and colourful..
then,,our turn..
done with the presentation..
finally,,dr koay told us it is the correct format of our presentation which i felt soo relief..
yeaahhh..i know it is soooo damn simple..
but as he wanted us to put in a mind map..
i cant do it in form of PPT..
cuzz the space is so limited..
then..i tried with Ms Word..
satisfaction is finally revealed..

next week which is week 5..
ive loadsssss to do..
monday,,malay presentation
yeah i havent do anything yet!!
its a pleasure for me to do a last minute work..
will come up for class with panda eyes..
hehehe..
i think..by thursday,,need to hand in IE's cd..
by saturday..its gona be another 2presentation.
buttttt,its a group work..soo,,a lil burden on me..yeahh..

i told my syg bout my that..
he said..dont worry..
i can do it..
yeah i know i can do it..
but,,its gonna kill me..
i mean the assignments..
life as a third year students..
full of obstacles and challenges..

alright readers,,
till here..
i need to be ready in a couple of hourss..
ill go to batu besurat..
majlis sungkai will be held at my bro in law's place..

yesterday

2009-08-28T16:06:00.002+08:00

hello readers
yesterday kinda a challenge dy for me..
haha..
ada thh tu knapa..
tapi aku puas atiii laa..
itu manusiaaa buat aku geram hatiii..
done with that..

and yesterday jua..
i went to majlis persungkaian..
the food was average...
actually not my taste plg..
but,,im satisfied with it..
kanyang jua..
then,,kajap saja aku d sana..
me and my sister went to bandar trus..
hehehe..
imagine c raihana bejubah ke mall and liat wayang?!!
haha..
i was lile,,aku kah ne cemani ke mall?
hehehe..and my sis said that,,
"okie jua tu ko cematu,,sempena puasa anie jua and ngam algi mlm jumat"
hahah..abisss laah ku..heishh

then,my sister bought G.I.Joe movie's ticket..
well,,i love it!!satisty sgt2 ku meliat cerita atuu..
abiss movie at 11ish pm..aherr tuu..haha

before watching G.I.Joe
we went to summit..
my sister bought me a pair of heels and 2pairs for her..
costs her 100+
thanks sis for the treat..
nxt time lagi treat me..
hehehe..

btw,,tomorrow gona have presentation..
waarggh.alumready kali ahh..
krg th ku buat..
to vina:just 2gu ja ku send rah ko k..heheh..

okie readers..

im not comfy

2009-08-25T23:08:00.002+08:00

yeahhh..
something burden me right now..
im not comfy..
huh..
should i think in the - or + way?
but,,
let me handle those things w/o anyone get affected..
i just love them..
yeahh,,,
love them w/o they notice about the fact that I LOVE THEM!!
i never ever wanted to break any feeling here..
its better for me to keep my mouth shut..
and just see those things come and go away from my life..

today~`

2009-08-25T00:14:00.003+08:00

its first day of school during ramadhan
i know its hard but we managed to be active..hehe
owh yeah,,i have to eat something at ubd..
i cant hold anymore..
so starving..
i accompanied gwan to send something to berakas..
before that,,we stopped at Giant and i bought sweet corn and waffle..gwan photocopied something.
then,,we headed to berakas..
i just wait in the car sambil makan..
nda jua ku tahan lagi tuu..
my haemoglobin byk ilang bahh..hahaha..
then,,as usual we had our maths class in the afternoon..back home..

ard 5pm..i decided to take a nap..
nap banar mun dah 5.20 kana baguni kana suruh bali mknan..hahaha..
i felt so lazy and smbung tdur..
kali kana banguni lagi kana pajal k kadai..
so,,with my sleepy mode,,get ready k kadai..
dengan kejadian mata ku mcm mata cina atuu laa..
imm sooo exhausted..
done with shopping...

night time,,
updating my blog layout..
tapi mcm malas aku tu kan..
so,,final decision ku just stick to what ive done laa..
and,,i remembered about prepare something..
now,,panic attacked!!
i dont know where ive put that important thing..
huhuhu..
i texted my sis about that..
she said,,its not with her..
tkial2 ku mencari atuu till i got dizzy ahhh..
last2 tepkir jua ku di mana brg atuu..
i went to my sister's room..
yeahhhhh,,brg atuuuu arah iaaaa!!
hahaha....
feel sooo reliefffff laaa trusss..

hoping for something brighter is my aim now....hahahah..

my new blog

2009-08-21T16:58:00.000+08:00

hye readers..
this is going to be my new blog
ive decided to make a new one..

lots of love :: NRH 22 ::